this guy

I have this some unknown guy playing in my mind ...
it's like I know him .. but i dont...
it is like I smell a familiar scent , but dont know where is it from ...
i can feel that he is beside me ...
it's like he really exist .
but i know he do exist in my mind..
what am i suppose to do ,..
i've been thinking whole day ..
who is he ?
why is he in my mind ..
am i being possess ?
i really am confuse ..
I want to know him .. i wnt to know who is he.. and why is he playing in my mind ..
this is so weird and im am so curious to know ...
will i get to meet him one day ? to know the truth of why is he so familiar .... ??

WILL I ?!?

December

I am home yesterday .. found out nothing changes much when I left for 2 weeks.

the only things change is my family ..

staying at KL is fun ... when im back home, it's boring and lonely

all is house chores ,.. no movie to see ...

lazy to go out ...

no one to hang around ..

this is all so boring ...

though, this thursday, Im going to get my result !!!!!!!!!!!

how nervous i am ...

keep thinking how;s my result will turn out to be ... whether it will be flying colours or no colours at all ...

im worried that if i fail !

im worried that if i pass !

every feelings i've known jumble up in me ...

like im not feeling very well ...

even sometimes i dont feel like taking the result ...

moreover, this thursday isn't going with my mum... but my cousins or uncle !

OH MY GOD!! so embarassing if I fail !

if can, I really want to forget it ! forget every things ! got my head knock and then AMNESIA .. like i always do !! ><