December

I am home yesterday .. found out nothing changes much when I left for 2 weeks.

the only things change is my family ..

staying at KL is fun ... when im back home, it's boring and lonely

all is house chores ,.. no movie to see ...

lazy to go out ...

no one to hang around ..

this is all so boring ...

though, this thursday, Im going to get my result !!!!!!!!!!!

how nervous i am ...

keep thinking how;s my result will turn out to be ... whether it will be flying colours or no colours at all ...

im worried that if i fail !

im worried that if i pass !

every feelings i've known jumble up in me ...

like im not feeling very well ...

even sometimes i dont feel like taking the result ...

moreover, this thursday isn't going with my mum... but my cousins or uncle !

OH MY GOD!! so embarassing if I fail !

if can, I really want to forget it ! forget every things ! got my head knock and then AMNESIA .. like i always do !! ><